Wow, that last poll is pretty intense for me. I don't know why I put myself out there like that, it just depresses me.

I love the look of my breasts, the shape, the feeling, everything but the size. I may look fine naked, but I don't like the way clothing or lingerie fits me. So why shouldn't I be able to look the way I want?

I know, then I shouldn't have asked, the poll was a bad idea. I thought I could "take it" but reading all those remarks about how disgusting I would look or be with them made me feel...well...disgusting.

I've always been one to support people who want plastic surgery to a certaind degree, if you don't like something about yourself, and have the money, time, and sanity to change it, why not?

I'm well aware of all of the horror stories, and that's a risk I'm willing to take. I mean, I've always been a risk taker, whether it's jumping off a bridge to undergoing the knife.

I even recieved a comment saying that the only reason anyone would ever be able to stand to look at me is because I have an okay personality, other than that I would be a disgusting mess.

Disgusting seems to be a favorite word among many.

I don't feel pressured by the media, or my boyfriend, or any plastic surgeons. I would just love to feel totally comfortable in my own skin, even if that meant having something else underneath it.

Bleh, well, thank you for your input all! I appreciate that you took time to answer my poll.


all my lust,
shelby